It took me a full 6 months to get over the loss of Misty our Mini Schnauzer Paul. Five years down the line and Ive only just been able to look at videos we took of here. Still brings a lump in my throat though. I think a lot of the grief in some cases like my own is its because I blamed myself in a way because I felt so helpless. I will never forget that pleading look in her eyes or the look of despair in her eyes as I held her as she took her last breath after the vet put her out of her suffering. He didn't know what had brought her life to an early end, she was only 6. I realise that some people hate dogs and think dog lovers are a sad lot but I dont care. They are far more affectionate, trusting and loyal than many humans. Misty has been cremated and her casket is going in with me when I pop my clogs. The trouble is I have to go through the grieving process three more times yet, thats if I outlive them :O( Thats enough of the morbidity, I need cheering up now.